I'm too imperfect to be considered as someone nice. I'm too unreasonable to be someone reasonable. I'm always trying too hard. It is time to do some reflection again.

I haven't tried gazing at the sky for a long time. I miss the starry night sky in Japan. I miss the fireflies at the river banks of Malaysia. I'm not looking forward to my Mt. Kinabalu trip as much now. The destination and activity are fantastic. Yet, a wonderful trip includes many other factors. Tickets and accommodations have been booked. There is no way for me to make a U-turn now. In short, this sucks.
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Anyhow, I'll be on stage again next week, after 2 and a half years! This is my first ever choir performance and I am really looking forward to it. We will be dancing while singing. I CAN'T DANCE FOR NUTS! And my SL let me stand in the first row somemore! AhHhh!!! I cry!

And I haven't seen my dad since Lunar New Year this year! I miss him! =(