Things are happening much faster than I expected and sometimes I can't really be sure if I'm making the right decisions or saying the right things or even, interpreting my feelings correctly. Once again I decided to follow my heart instead of the mind.

I need to listen to my subconsious mind carefully this time though, so as not to let history repeat itself. My past still haunts me, the experiences are so bad that my decisions are still pretty much affected by it today. I don't know if I'm doing the right things now but I don't want my logical thinking to hinder my decision making process. Sighhh..

But my intuition and gut feelings tell me that it'll be a better story this time =)) At least I was given the strength and courage to carry out everything again, which is the least expected, and which is definitely a good start.

I seem to have recovered earlier than I thought I would. Thank you =))

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