Hey.. I'm still alive.. Yup I am.

My whole life came crashing at that very second. I told myself to stay calm. I told myself to walk out of the place smartly. I occupied myself with work and more work for the following few hours, with endless photocopying and stapling of worksheets and then 4 straight hours of teaching. Countless smses kept bothering me and for the first time I hated to know that I've recieved a sms. How I wished they could just leave me alone. I was so lost for that few hours. I never felt this helpless before. My brain went blank and I had completely no idea what I was going to do next.

The pain eased just before I went to bed. I was so glad that at least someone was there to keep my company, from the moment I collected my results till minutes before I went to bed. Thank you so much for your accompaniment =)

Thank you dear Zz for your sms too. You know your sms made me cry that night? Really feel like giving you a big hug to thank you for whatever you have done for me throughout these few years. I never believed in best friends or eternity but you are someone that I will never forget in my life. I owe you a hug, and so much more.
Zz, thank you.
Zz, I am sorry.
Zz, I miss you!
Zz, I love you!
And.. Zz, where and when is the pie date!?

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Ok, so much of the heavy hearted stuff, it's time for some updates!

Well, since our dear yu cheng is the very first person among us that's turning 20 this year, we had a birthday dinner cum gathering for him and for the all of us. Oh man.. I can't believe it, I mean, we are already in our 20s! Hey, life is short, so I guess I'd better save up more and backpack around Europe before I hit the age of 25!

Photojournalism:

Feast!
What more can I ask for? =)
Great friends, with lots of L.O.V.E.

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"When it is the darkest, men see the stars. Ralph Emerson"

"It's hard, or even painful not having you around."
With these words, I know my tears have not gone wasted =)