It'd be good if I can appreciate the beauty of languages more.

I like to be random. You can ignore me. I don't and won't give a damn.

I'm getting too frank nowadays.

Ya Song kor talked to me last night. He told me that he's interested in going Xiang Ge Li La for holidays and invited me to join him. hMm. I don't mind going, really. The last time I talked to Ya Song kor face to face was nearly five years ago. Really miss him a lot. Sadly, there are too many differences between us now. We grew up in different countries, different cultures and different backgrounds. Despite having spent a few years roaming our small town together before I moved to the city when I was almost six, I don't remember much of him. Neither does he remember much of me (other than all my naughty acts when I was a kid and the big scar I gave him while ice-skating back in China. Muahhaaha. See, I can never ice-skate. I have been trying to learn it since I was 5 or 6 but I still don't know how to ice-skate till now! Oh man, so loser =x ). That's why I am rather surprised that he suggested me to join him for the trip.

I wonder what will he say to me when he gets to see me again next year. One thing that's guaranteed will be: you are taller than me now! Hehehe! He said that he will bring me around his university as long as I have the time to stop by the city he's studying at. Guess it'll be a complete different experience, for his university is where artists, actors and actresses, directors and etc are produced! If you have forgotten, well, my Ya Song kor is learning to be a movie director now! I can't wait to see his first movie (although he reminded me that it will take a few years before his movie can be produced). Aiya, I just can't wait to see him (even though I know that I'll just keep quiet in front of him. haha shy mah. Haven't been seeing him for so long already you see)!

hmmMm. Having said so much, I think I'm really interested in going Xiang Ge Li La with him now! Guess I must plan my CNY holiday schedule as soon as possible so that I can give him an answer as early as possible. Just hope that he won't change his mind. There are so many things that had disappointed me, so much so that I don't dare to expect too much anymore, from anything, anyone.

I'm looking forward to CNY 2007. I miss him, I miss my Ya Song kor. I miss the days I spent with him when I was young. I miss the days I spent with him catching insects during summer. I miss the days we went ice-skating together in winter. I miss the days when we went to the park together to cycle. I miss the days when we went to see the annual kite festival together. I miss the days when he taught me how to fold paper airplanes. I miss the way he took care of me just as if I'm his sister. I miss the days when I know that someone is always there to protect me. I miss my dear Ya Song kor =)

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"If you want to tell someone how much they mean to you and how dear they are to you, please tell them whenever you have a chance, and if possible, right now."

I live by this rule. Time is not going to wait for you, neither will fate. I don't know what will happen to me the very next second. I don't know if I will ever get the chance to tell them whatever I want to say to them again. All I can do is to let my loved ones know how much I appreciate their presence in my life as long as I have a chance, so that if I were to die the next moment, I'll die with no regrets.