oh. I have decided to give up. It's getting us nowhere. I must have sounded very problematic, may be indeed I am problematic. Certain things have changed. No matter what, they can't be undone. Despite this, I did give a try. In fact I think I tried rather hard. The result, however, proves the theory correct.

I'm not the Sun. I can't give you light and warmth. But I hope I can be the grass, the grass that will sway with the wind. And the wind, is you.

Lesson learnt:
It is a very selfish thing to do if you expect others to spend all their time with you. They've got other friends too. Even if you are a close friend of them, please do give them freedom. Being selfish is never the right thing to do.