Didn't feel like talking for the whole day.. Guess my colleagues must be quite puzzled today.

I really don't have the mood to smile today, because too many things are running through my mind.

I asked myself a question, a question which I ought to ask long time ago.

'Am I happy now?'

My answer is definitely a NO.

How to make myself happy again? I need some time to figure this out. Only then will things turn better. Only then will I behave like what I used to be.

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因为开始觉得自己不再有资格，所以没有勇气再面对...

至少现在没有...

对不起...

给我一些时间...