Am I depressed? I feel so lost now.. I think I am one big loser. I am good at nothing, to think of it. I can neither excel in studies nor exhibit any talent in my CCAs. Each and everyone in this world has some sort of success in some area, other than me. I don't even have a tiny bit of it. People live with a purpose in life. I don't know what's my purpose of living. I want to get out of this, but I just can't.

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刚刚在回家的路途中，我看见一对年轻夫妇快乐的从我身边走过。看着他们，我不由自主地想着我结婚后的情形。很不要脸对不对？说好听点儿，这叫未雨绸缪，但说白了，这叫做白日梦。对呀，像我这样的人，哪有什么资格谈论爱情呢？我已经快麻木了。

'刚点燃的一点点火苗最终也逃不过被浇灭的下场。'